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  I shall remember that, Miss Steele, and no doubt use the knowledge to my advantage.
  I’m sorry to hear that I put you off your food. I thought I had a more concupiscent effect on you. That has been my experience, and most pleasurable it has been too.
  I very much look forward to the next time.
  Christian Grey
  CEO, Grey Enterprises Holdings Inc.
  From: Anastasia Steele
  Subject: Gymnastic Linguistics
  Date: May 31 2011 22:36 EST
  To: Christian Grey
  Have you been playing with the thesaurus again?
  From: Christian Grey
  Subject: Rumbled
  Date: May 31 2011 19:40
  To: Anastasia Steele
  You know me so well Miss Steele.
  I am having dinner with an old friend now so I will be driving.
  Laters, baby?
  Christian Grey
  CEO, Grey Enterprises Holdings Inc.
  Which old friend? I didn’t think Christian had any old friends, except… her. I frown at the screen. Why does he have to still see her? Searing, green, bilious jealousy courses through me unexpectedly. I want to hit something, preferably Mrs. Robinson. Switching the laptop off in a temper, I clamber into bed.
  I should really respond to his long email from this morning, but I’m suddenly too angry. Why can’t he see her for what she is – a child molester? I switch off the light, seething, staring into the darkness. How dare she? How dare she pick on a vulnerable adolescent? Is she still doing it? Why did they stop? Various scenarios filter through my mind: he had had enough, then why is he still friends with her? Ditto her – is she married? porced? Jeez – does she have children of her own? Does she have Christian’s children? My subconscious rears her ugly head, leering, and I’m shocked and nauseous at the thought. Does Dr. Flynn know about her?
  I struggle out of bed and fire the mean machine up again. I am on a mission. I drum my fingers impatiently waiting for the blue screen to appear. I hit Google images and enter ‘Christian Grey’ into the search engine. The screen is suddenly littered with images of Christian: in black tie, be-suited, jeez – José’s pictures from the Heathman, in his white shirt and flannel trousers. How did they get on the Internet? Boy he looks good.
  I move quickly on: some with business associates, then picture after glorious picture of the most photogenic man I know, intimately. Intimately? Do I know Christian intimately? I know him sexually, and I figure there’s a lot more to discover there. I know he’s moody, difficult, funny, cold, warm… jeez, the man is a walking mass of contradictions. I click to the next page. He’s still on his own in all these photographs, and I remember Kate mentioning that she couldn’t find any photographs of him with a date, prompting her gay question. Then, on the third page, there’s a picture of me, with him, at my graduation. His only picture with a woman, and it’s me.
  Holy cow! I’m on Google! I stare at us together. I look surprised by the camera, nervous, off balance. This was just before I agreed to try. For his part, Christian looks impossibly handsome, calm and collected, and he’s wearing that tie. I gaze at him, such a
  beautiful face, a beautiful face that could be staring at Mrs. Damned Robinson right now. I save the picture in my favorites and click through all eighteen screens… nothing. I won’t find Mrs. Robinson on Google. But I have to know if he’s with her. I type a quick email to Christian.
  From: Anastasia Steele
  Subject: Suitable Dinner Companions
  Date: May 31 2011 23:58 EST
  To: Christian Grey
  I hope you and your friend had a very pleasant dinner.
  Ana
  PS Was it Mrs. Robinson?
  I press send and climb despondently back into bed, resolving to ask Christian about his relationship with that woman. Part of me is desperate to know more, and another part wants to forget he ever told me. And my period has started, so I must remember to take my pill in the morning. I quickly program an alarm into the calendar on my BlackBerry. Setting it aside on the bedside table, I lie down and eventually drift into an uneasy sleep, wishing that we were in the same city, not two and half thousand miles apart.
  After a morning of shopping and an afternoon back at the beach, my mother has decreed we should spend the evening in a bar. Abandoning Bob to the TV, we find ourselves in the up-market bar of Savannah’s most exclusive hotel. I am on my second Cosmopolitan. My mother is on her third. She is offering more insights into the fragile male ego. It’s very disconcerting.
  “You see, Ana, men think that anything that comes out of a woman’s mouth is a problem to be solved. Not some vague idea that we’d like to kick around and talk about for a while and then forget. Men prefer action.”
  “Mom, why are telling me this?” I ask, failing to hide my exasperation. She’s been like this all day.
  “Darling, you sound so lost. You’ve never brought a boy home. You never even had a boyfriend when we were in Vegas. I thought something might develop with that guy you met in college, José.”
  “Mom, José’s just a friend.”
  “I know, sweetheart. But something’s up, and I don’t think you’re telling me everything.” She gazes at me, her face etched with motherly concern.
  “I just needed some distance from Christian to get my thoughts straight… that’s all. He tends to overwhelm me.”
  “Overwhelm?”
  “Yeah. I miss him though.” I frown.
  I have not heard from Christian all day. No emails, nothing. I am tempted to call him to see if he’s okay. My worst fear is that he’s been in a car accident, my second worst fear is that Mrs. Robinson has got her evil claws into him again. I know it’s irrational, but where she’s concerned, I seem to have lost all sense of perspective.
  “Darling, I have to visit the powder room.”
  My mother’s brief absence allows me another chance to check my BlackBerry. I have been trying surreptitiously to check emails all day. Finally – a response from Christian!
  From: Christian Grey
  Subject: Dinner Companions
  Date: June 1 2011 21:40 EST
  To: Anastasia Steele
  Yes, I had dinner with Mrs. Robinson. She is just an old friend, Anastasia.
  Looking forward to seeing you again. I miss you.
  Christian Grey
  CEO, Grey Enterprises Holdings Inc.
  He was having dinner with her. My scalp prickles as adrenaline and fury lance through my body, all my worst fears realized, crashing through me. How could he? I am away for two days, and he runs off to that evil bitch.From: Anastasia Steele
  Subject: OLD Dinner Companions
  Date: June 1 2011 21:42 EST
  To: Christian Grey
  She’s not just an old friend.
  Has she found another adolescent boy to sink her teeth into?
  Did you get too old for her?
  Is that the reason your relationship finished?
  I press send as my mother returns.
  “Ana, you’re so pale. What’s happened?”
  I shake my head.
  “Nothing. Let’s have another drink,” I mutter mulishly.
  Her brow furrows, but she glances up and attracts the attention of one of the waiters, pointing to our glasses. He nods. He understands the universal language of ‘same again, please.’ As she does, I quickly glance at my BlackBerry.
  From: Christian Grey
  Subject: Careful…
  Date: June 1 2011 21:45 EST
  To: Anastasia Steele
  This is not something I wish to discuss via email.
  How many Cosmopolitans are you going to drink?
  Christian Grey
  CEO, Grey Enterprises Holdings Inc.
  Holy fuck, he’s here.
  I glance nervously around the bar but cannot see him.
  “Ana, what is it? You look like you’ve seen a ghost.”
  “It’s Christian, he’s here.”
  “What? Really?” She glances around the bar too.
  I have neglected to mention Christian’s stalker tendencies to my mom.
  I see him. My heart leaps, beginning a juddering thumping beat as he makes his way toward us. He’s really here – for me. My inner goddess leaps up cheering from her chaise longue. Moving smoothly through the crowd, his hair glints burnished copper and red under the recessed halogens. His bright gray eyes are shining with – anger? Tension? His mouth is set in a grim line, jaw tense. Oh holy shit… no. I am so mad at him right now, and here he is. How can I be angry with him in front of my mother?
  He arrives at our table, gazing at me warily. He’s dressed in customary white linen shirt and jeans.
  “Hi,” I squeak, unable to hide my shock and awe at seeing him here in the flesh.
  “Hi,” he replies, and leaning down, he kisses my cheek, taking me by surprise.
  “Christian, this is my mother, Carla.” My ingrained manners take over.
  He turns to greet my mom.
  “Mrs. Adams, I am delighted to meet you.”
  How does he know her name? He gives her the heart-stopping, Christian Grey patented, full-blown-no-prisoners-taken smile. She doesn’t have a hope. My mother’s lower jaw practically hits the table. Jeez, get a grip Mom. She takes his proffered hand and they shake. My mother hasn’t replied. Oh, complete dumbfounded speechlessness is genetic – I had no idea.
  “Christian,” she manages finally, breathlessly.
  He smiles knowingly at her, his gray eyes twinkling. I narrow my eyes at them both.
  “What are you doing here?” My question sounds more brittle than I mean, and his smile disappears, his expression now guarded. I am thrilled to see him, but completely thrown off balance, my anger about Mrs. Robinson simmering through my veins. I don’t know if I want to shout at him or throw myself into his arms – but I don’t think he’d like either – and I want to know how long he has been watching us. I’m also a little anxious about the email I just sent him.
  “I came to see you, of course.” He gazes down at me impassively. Oh, what is he thinking? “I’m staying in this hotel.”
  “You’re staying here?” I sound like a sophomore on amphetamines, too high-pitched even for my own ears.
  “Well, yesterday you said you wished I was here.” He pauses trying to gauge my reaction. “We aim to please, Miss Steele.” His voice is quiet with no trace of humor.
  Crap – Is he mad? Maybe the Mrs. Robinson comments? Or the fact that I am on my third, soon to be fourth Cosmo? My mother is glancing anxiously at the two of us.
  “Won’t you join us for a drink, Christian?” She waves to the waiter who is at her side in a nanosecond.
  “I’ll have a gin and tonic,” Christian says. “Hendricks if you have it or Bombay Sapphire. Cucumber with the Hendricks, lime with the Bombay.”
  Holy hell… only Christian could make a meal out of ordering a drink.
  “And two more Cosmos please,” I add, looking anxiously at Christian. I am drinking with my mother – no way can he be angry about that.
  “Please pull up a chair, Christian.”
  “Thank you, Mrs. Adams.”
  Christian pulls a nearby chair over and sits gracefully down beside me.
  “So you just happen to be staying in the hotel where we’re drinking?” I ask, trying hard to keep my tone light.
  “Or, you just happen to be drinking in the hotel where I’m staying,” Christian replies. “I just finished dinner, came in here, and saw you. I was distracted thinking about your most recent email, and I glance up and there you are. Quite a coincidence, eh?” He cocks his head to one side, and I see a trace of a smile. Thank heavens – we may be able to save the evening after all.
  “My mother and I were shopping this morning and on the beach this afternoon. We decided on a few cocktails this evening,” I mutter, feeling that I owe him some sort of explanation.
  “Did you buy that top?” He nods at my brand new green silk camisole, “The color suits you. And you’ve caught some sun. You look lovely.”
  I flush, speechless at his compliment.
  “Well, I was going to pay you a visit tomorrow. But here you are.”
  He reaches over, takes my hand, and squeezes it gently, running his thumb across my knuckles to and fro… and I feel the familiar pull. The electric charge zapping beneath my skin under the gentle pressure from his thumb, firing into my blood stream and pulsing around my body, heating everything in its path. It’s been over two days since I saw him. Oh my... I want him. My breath hitches. I blink at him, smiling shyly, and see a smile play on his beautiful, sculptured lips.
  “I thought I’d surprise you. But as ever, Anastasia, you surprise me by being here.”
  I glance quickly at Mom who is staring at Christian… yes staring! Stop it Mom. As if he’s some exotic creature, never seen before. I mean, I know I’ve never had a boyfriend, and Christian only qualifies as such for ease of reference – but is it so unbelievable that I could attract a man? This man? Yes, frankly – look at him – my subconscious snaps. Oh, shut up! Who invited you to the party? I scowl at my mom – but she doesn’t seem to notice.
  “I don’t want to interrupt the time you have with your mother. I’ll have a quick drink and then retire. I have work to do,” he states earnestly.
  “Christian, it’s lovely to meet you finally,” Mom interjects, finally finding her voice. “Ana has spoken very fondly of you.”
  He smiles at her.
  “Really?” He raises an eyebrow at me, an amused expression on his face, and I flush again.
  The waiter arrives with our drinks.
  “Hendricks, sir,” he says with a triumphant flourish.
  “Thank you,” Christian murmurs in acknowledgement.
  I sip my latest Cosmo nervously.
  “How long are you in Georgia, Christian?” Mom asks.
  “Until Friday, Mrs. Adams.”
  “Will you have dinner with us tomorrow evening? And please, call me Carla.”

  “I’d be delighted to, Carla.”
  “Excellent. If you two will excuse me, I need to visit the powder room.”
  Mom… you’ve just been. I look at her desperately as she stands and walks off, leaving us alone together.
  “So, you’re mad at me for having dinner with an old friend.” Christian turns his burning, wary gaze to me, lifting my hand to his lips and kissing each knuckle gently.
  Jeez, he wants to do this now?
  “Yes,” I murmur as my heated blood courses through me.
  “Our sexual relationship was over long ago, Anastasia,” he whispers. “I don’t want anyone but you. Haven’t you worked that out yet?”
  I blink at him.
  “I think of her as a child molester, Christian.” I hold my breath waiting for his reaction.
  Christian blanches.
  “That’s very judgmental. It wasn’t like that,” he whispers, shocked. He releases my hand.
  Judgmental?
  “Oh, how was it then?” I ask. The Cosmos are making me brave.
  He frowns at me, bewildered. I continue.
  “She took advantage of a vulnerable fifteen-year-old boy. If you had been a fifteen-year-old girl and Mrs. Robinson was a Mr. Robinson, tempting you into a BDSM lifestyle, that would have been okay? If it was Mia, say?”
  He gasps and scowls at me.
  “Ana, it wasn’t like that.”
  I glare at him.
  “Okay, it didn’t feel like that to me,” he continues quietly. “She was a force for good. What I needed.”
  “I don’t understand.” It’s my turn to look bewildered.
  “Anastasia, your mother will be back shortly. I’m not comfortable talking about this now. Later maybe. If you don’t want me here, I have a plane on stand-by at Hilton Head. I can go.”
  He’s angry with me… no.
  “No – don’t go. Please. I’m thrilled you’re here. I’m just trying to make you understand. I’m angry that as soon as I left, you had dinner with her. Think about how you are when I get anywhere near José. José is a good friend. I have never had a sexual relationship with him. Whereas you and her,” I trail off, unwilling to take that thought further.
  “You’re jealous?” He stares at me, dumbfounded, and his eyes soften slightly, warming.
  “Yes, and angry about what she did to you.”
  “Anastasia, she helped me, that’s all I’ll say about that. And as for your jealousy, put yourself in my shoes. I haven’t had to justify my actions to anyone in the last seven years. Not one person. I do as I wish, Anastasia. I like my autonomy. I didn’t go and see Mrs. Robinson to upset you. I went because every now and then we have dinner. She’s a friend and a business partner.”
  Business partner? Holy crap. This is news.
  He gazes at me, assessing my expression.
  “Yes, we’re business partners. The sex is over between us. It has been for years.”
  “Why did your relationship finish?”
  His mouth narrows, and his eyes gleam.
  “Her husband found out.”
  Holy shit!
  “Can we talk about this some other time – somewhere more private?” he growls.
  “I don’t think you’ll ever convince me that she’s not some kind of paedophile.”
  “I don’t think of her that way. I never have. Now that’s enough!” he snaps.
  “Did you love her?”
  “How are you two getting on?” My mother has returned, unseen by either of us.
  I plaster a fake smile on my face as both Christian and I lean back hastily… guiltily. She gazes at me.
  “Fine, Mom.”
  Christian sips his drink, watching me closely, his expression guarded. What is he thinking? Did he love her? I think if he did, I will lose it, big time.
  “Well ladies, I shall leave you to your evening.”
  No… no… he can’t leave me hanging like this.
  “Please put these drinks on my tab, room number 612. I’ll call on you in the morning, Anastasia. Until tomorrow, Carla.”
  “Oh, it’s so nice to hear someone use your full name.”
  “Beautiful name for a beautiful girl,” Christian murmurs, shaking her outstretched hands, and she actually simpers.
  Oh Mom, – et tu Bruté? I stand, gazing up at him, imploring him to answer my question, and he kisses my cheek, chastely.
  “Laters, baby,” he whispers in my ear. Then he’s gone.
  Damned control-freak-bastard. My anger returns in full force. I slump into my chair and turn to face my mother.
  “Well strike me down with a feather, Ana. He’s a catch. I don’t know what’s going on between you two though. I think you need to talk to each other. Phew – the UST in here, it’s unbearable.” She fans herself theatrically.
  “MOM!”
  “Go talk to him.”
  “I can’t. I came here to see you.”
  “Ana, you came here because you’re confused about that boy. It’s obvious you two are crazy about each other. You need to talk to him. He’s just flown three thousand odd miles to see you, for heaven’s sake. And you know how awful it is to fly.”
  I flush. I haven’t told her about his private plane.
  “What?” she snaps at me.
  “He has his own plane,” I mumble, embarrassed, and it’s only two and a half thousand miles, Mom.
  Why am I embarrassed? Her eyebrows shoot up.
  “Wow,” she mutters. “Ana, there’s something going on between you two. I’ve been trying to fathom it since you arrived here. But the only way you are going to sort the problem, whatever it is, is to talk it through with him. You can do all the thinking you like – but until you actually talk, you’re not going to get anywhere.”
  I frown at my mother.
  “Ana, honey, you’ve always had a tendency to over-analyze everything. Go with your gut. What does that tell you, sweetheart?”
  I stare at my fingers.
  “I think I’m in love with him,” I mutter.
  “I know darling. And he with you.”
  “No!”
  “Yes, Ana. Hell – what do you need? A neon sign flashing on his forehead?”
  I gape at her and tears prick the corner of my eyes.
  “Ana, darling. Don’t cry.”
  “I don’t think he loves me.”
  “I don’t care how rich you are, you don’t drop everything and get in your private plane to cross a whole continent just for afternoon tea. Go to him! This is a beautiful location, very romantic. It’s also neutral territory.”
  I squirm under her gaze. I want to go and I don’t.
  “Darling, don’t feel you have to come back with me. I want you happy – and right now I think the key to your happiness is upstairs in room 612. If you need to come home later, the key is under the Yucca plant on the front porch. If you stay – well… you’re a big girl now. Just be safe.”
  I flush stars and stripes red. Jeez, Mom.
  “Let’s finish our Cosmos first.”
  “That’s my girl, Ana.” She grins.
  I knock timidly on room 612 and wait. Christian opens the door. He’s on his cell. He blinks at me in complete surprise, then holds the door open wide and beckons me into his room.
  “All the redundancy packages concluded?... And the cost?... ” Christian whistles between his teeth. “Sheesh… that was one expensive mistake… And Lucas? ... ”
  I glance around the room. He’s in a suite, like the one at the Heathman. The furnishings here are ultra modern, very now. All muted dark purples and golds with bronze starbursts on the walls. Christian walks over to dark wood unit and pulls open a door to reveal a mini-bar. He indicates that I should help myself, then wanders into the bedroom. I assume it’s so I can no longer hear his conversation. I shrug. He didn’t stop his call when I entered his study that time. I hear water running… he’s filling a bath. I help myself to an orange juice. He ambles back into the room.
  “Have Andrea send me the schematics. Barney said he’d cracked the problem… ” Christian laughs. “No, Friday… There’s a plot of land here that I’m interested in… Yeah, get Bill to call… No, tomorrow… I want to see what Georgia will offer if we move in.” Christian doesn’t take his eyes off me. Handing me a glass, he points to an ice bucket.
  “If their incentives are attractive enough… I think we should consider it, though I’m not sure about the damned heat here… I agree Detroit has its advantages too, and it’s cooler… ” His face darkens momentarily. Why? “Get Bill to call. Tomorrow… Not too early.” He hangs up and stares at me, his face unreadable, and the silence stretches between us.
  Okay… my turn to talk.
  “You didn’t answer my question,” I murmur.
  “No. I didn’t,” he says quietly, his gray eyes wide and cautious.
  “No you didn’t answer my question or no you didn’t love her?”
  He folds his arms and leans against the wall, and a small smile plays upon his lips.
  “What are you doing here, Anastasia?”
  “I’ve just told you.”
  He takes a deep breath.
  “No. I didn’t love her.” He frowns at me, amused yet puzzled.
  I can’t believe I’m holding my breath. I sag like an old cloth sack as I release it. Well, thank heavens for that. How would I feel if he actually loved the witch?
  “You’re quite the green-eyed goddess, Anastasia. Who would have thought?”
  “Are you making fun of me, Mr. Grey?”
  “I wouldn’t dare.” He shakes his head solemnly, but he has a wicked gleam in his eye.
  “Oh, I think you would, and I think you do – often.”
  He smirks as I give him back the words he’s said to me before. His eyes darken.
  “Please stop biting your lip. You’re in my room, I haven’t set eyes on you for nearly three days, and I’ve flown a long way to see you.” His tone has changed to soft, sensual.
  His BlackBerry buzzes, distracting us both, and he switches it off without glancing to see who it is. My breath hitches. I know where this is going… but we’re supposed to talk. He takes a step towards me wearing his sexy predatory look.
  “I want you, Anastasia. Now. And you want me. That’s why you’re here.”
  “I really did want to know,” I whisper as a defense.
  “Well, now you that you do, are you coming or going?”
  I flush as he comes to a halt in front of me.
  “Coming,” I murmur, staring anxiously up at him.
  “Oh, I hope so.” He gazes down at me. “You were so mad at me,” he breathes.
  “Yes.”
  “I don’t remember anyone but my family ever being mad at me. I like it.”
  He runs the tips of fingers down my cheek. Oh my, his proximity, his delicious Christian smell. We’re supposed to be talking, but my heart is pounding, my blood singing as it courses through my body, desire, pooling, unfurling… everywhere. Christian bends and runs his nose along my shoulder and up to the base of my ear, his fingers slipping into my hair.
  “We should talk.” I whisper.
  “Later.”
  “There’s so much I want to say.”
  “Me too.”
  He plants a soft kiss under my earlobe while his fingers tighten in my hair. Pulling my head back, he exposes my throat to his lips. His teeth skim my chin, and he kisses my throat.
  “I want you,” he breathes.
  I moan and reach up and grasp his arms.
  “Are you bleeding?” He continues to kiss me.
  Holy Fuck. Does nothing slip by him?
  “Yes,” I whisper, embarrassed.
  “Do you have cramps?”
  “No.” I flush. Jeez…
  He stops and looks down at me.
  “Did you take your pill?”
  “Yes.” How mortifying is this?
  “Let’s go have a bath.”
  Oh?
  He takes my hand and leads me into the bedroom. It’s dominated by a super-king size bed with elaborate drapes. But we don’t stop there. He takes me into the bathroom which is two rooms, all aquamarines and white limestone. It’s huge – In the second room a sunken bath, big enough for four people with stone steps that lead into it, is slowly filling
  with water. Steam rises gently above the foam, and I notice a stone seat all the way round. Candles flicker to the side. Wow… he’s done all this while on the phone.
  “Do you have a hair tie?”
  I blink at him, fish into my jeans pocket, and pull out a hair elastic.
  “Put your hair up,” he orders softly. I do as he asks.
  It’s warm and sultry beside the bath, and my camisole starts to stick. He leans over and shuts off the faucet. leadingL me back into the first part of the bathroom,he stands behind me as we face the wall-sized mirror above the two glass sinks.
  “Lift up your arms,” he breathes. I do as I’m told, and he lifts my camisole over my head so that I’m topless standing in front of him. Not taking his eyes off mine, he reaches around and undoes the top button on my jeans and the zipper.
  “I’m going to have you in the bathroom, Anastasia.”
  Leaning down, he kisses my neck. I move my head to one side and give him easier access. Hooking his thumbs into my jeans, he slowly slides them down my legs, sinking down behind me as he pulls them and my panties to the floor.
  “Step out of your jeans.”
  Grasping the edge of the sink, I do just that. I am now naked, staring at myself, and he’s kneeling behind me. He kisses and then softly bites my behind, making me gasp. He stands and stares at me once more in the mirror. I try hard to stay still, ignoring my natural inclination to cover myself. He splays his hand across my belly, the span of his hand almost reaching from hip to hip.

  “Look at you. You are so beautiful,” he murmurs. “See how you feel.” He clasps both my hands in his, his palms against the backs of my hands, his fingers in between mine so that my fingers are splayed. He places my hands on my belly. “Feel how soft your skin is.” His voice is soft and low. He moves my hands in a slow circle then upwards towards my breasts. “Feel how full your breasts are.” He holds my hands so that they cup my breasts. He gently strokes my nipples with his thumbs over and over.
  I moan between parted lips and arch my back so my breasts fill my palms. He squeezes my nipples between our thumbs, pulling gently so that they elongate further. I watch in fascination at the wanton creature writhing in front of me. Oh this feels good. I groan and close my eyes, no longer wanting to see that libidinous woman in the mirror falling apart under her own hands… his hands… feeling my skin as he would, experiencing how arousing it is – just his touch, and his calm, soft, commands.
  “That’s right, baby,” he murmurs.
  He guides my hands down the sides of my body, past my waist to my hips, and across to my pubic hair. He slides his leg in between mine, pushing my feet further apart, widening my stance, and runs my hands over my sex, one hand at a time in turn, setting up a rhythm. It is so erotic. Truly I am a marionette and he is the master puppeteer.
  “Look at you glow, Anastasia,” he whispers as he trails kisses and soft bites along my shoulder. I groan. Suddenly he lets go.
  “Carry on,” he orders, and stands back watching me.
  I rub myself. No. I want him, him to do it. It doesn’t feel the same. I’m lost without him. He pulls his shirt over his head and quickly takes off his jeans.
  “You’d rather I do this?” His gray gaze scorches mine in the mirror.
  “Oh yes… please,” I breathe.
  He wraps his arms around me again and takes my hands once more, continuing the sensual caress across my sex, over my clitoris. His chest hair scrapes against me, his erection presses against me. Oh soon… please. He bites the nape of my neck, and I close my eyes, enjoying the myriad of sensations; my neck, my groin… the feel of him behind me. He stops abruptly and spins me around, circling my wrists with one hand, imprisoning my hands behind me, and pulling at my ponytail with the other. I am flush against him, and he kisses me wildly, ravaging my mouth with his. Holding, h me in place.
  His breathing is ragged, matching mine.
  “When did you start your period, Anastasia?” he asks out of the blue, gazing down at me.
  “Err... yesterday,” I mumble in my highly aroused state.
  “Good.” He releases me and turns me around.
  “Hold on to the sink,” he orders and pulls my hips back again, like he did in the playroom, so I’m bending down.
  He reaches between my legs and pulls on the blue string… what! And… a gently pulls my tampon out and tosses it into the nearby toilet. Holy fuck. Sweet mother of all… Jeez. And then he’s inside me… ah! Skin against skin… moving slowly at first… easily, testing me, pushing me… oh my. I grip on to the sink, panting, forcing myself back on him, feeling him inside me. Oh the sweet agony… his hands clasp my hips. He sets a punishing rhythm – in, out, and he reaches around and finds my clitoris, massaging me… oh jeez. I can feel myself quicken.
  “That’s right, baby,” he rasps as he grinds into me, angling his hips, and it’s enough to send me flying, flying high.
  Whoa… and I come, loudly, gripping for dear life onto the sink as I spiral down through my orgasm, everything spinning and clenching at once. He follows, clasping me tightly, his front on my back as he climaxes and calls my name like it’s a litany or a prayer.
  “Oh, Ana!” His breathing is ragged in my ear, in perfect synergy with mine. “Oh, baby, will I ever get enough of you?” he whispers.
  Will it always be like this? So overwhelming, so all-consuming, so bewildering and beguiling. I wanted to talk, but now I’m spent and dazed from his lovemaking and wondering if I will ever get enough of him?
  We sink slowly to the floor, and he wraps his arms around me, imprisoning me. I am curled on his lap, my head against his chest, as we both calm. Very subtly, I inhale his sweet, intoxicating Christian scent. I must not nuzzle. I must not nuzzle. I repeat the mantra in my head – though I am so tempted to do so. I want to lift my hand and draw patterns in his chest hair with my fingertips… but I resist, knowing that he’ll hate it if I do. We are both quiet, lost in our thoughts. I am lost in him… lost to him.
  I remember that I have my period.
  “I’m bleeding,” I murmur.
  “Doesn’t bother me,” he breathes.
  “I noticed.” I can’t keep the dryness out of my voice.
  He tenses slightly.
  “Does it bother you?” he asks softly.
  Does it bother me? Maybe it should… should it? No, it doesn’t. I lean back and look up at him, and he gazes down at me, his eyes a soft cloudy gray.
  “No, not at all.”
  He smirks.
  “Good. Let’s have a bath.”
  He uncurls from around me, placing me on the floor as he makes to stand. As he does, I notice again the small, round, white scars on his chest. They are not chicken pox, I muse absentmindedly. Grace said he was hardly affected. Holy shit… they must be burns. Burns from what? I blanch at the realization, shock and revulsion coursing through me. From cigarettes? Mrs. Robinson, his birth mother, who? Who did this to him? Maybe there’s a reasonable explanation, and I’m over-reacting – wild hope blossoms in my chest – hope that I am wrong.
  “What is it?” Christian’s face is wide-eyed with alarm.
  “Your scars,” I whisper. “They’re not from chicken pox.”
  I watch as in a split second he closes down, his stance changing from relaxed, calm, and at ease, to defensive – angry, even. He frowns, his face darkening, and his mouth presses into a thin, hard line.
  “No, they’re not,” he snaps, but he does not elaborate further. He stands, holds his hand out for me, and hauls me to my feet.
  “Don’t look at me like that.” His voice is colder and scolding as he lets go of my hand.
  I flush, chastened, and stare down at my fingers, and I know, I know that someone stubbed cigarettes out on Christian. I feel sick.
  “Did she do that?” I whisper before I can stop myself.
  He says nothing, so I’m forced to look at him. He’s glaring at me.
  “She? Mrs. Robinson? She’s not an animal, Anastasia. Of course she didn’t. I don’t understand why you feel you have to demonize her.”
  He’s standing there, naked, gloriously naked, with my blood on him… and we’re finally having this conversation. And I’m naked too – neither of us has anywhere to hide, except perhaps the bath. I take a deep breath, move past him, and step down into the water. It is deliciously warm, soothing, and deep. I melt into the fragrant foam and stare up at him, hiding among the bubbles.
  “I just wonder what you would be like if you hadn’t met her. If she hadn’t introduced you to your… um, lifestyle.”
  He sighs and steps down into the bath opposite me, his jaw clenched with tension, his eyes frosty. As he gracefully submerges his body beneath the water, he’s careful not to touch me. Jeez – have I made him that mad?
  He stares impassively at me, his face unreadable, saying nothing. Again the silence stretches between us, but I hold my counsel. It’s your turn Grey – I am not caving this time. My subconscious is nervous, anxiously biting her nails – this could go either way. Christian and I stare at each other, but I am not backing down. Eventually, after what seems like a millennium, he shakes his head, and he smirks.
  “I would probably have gone the way of my birth mother, had it not been for Mrs. Robinson.”
  Oh! I blink at him. Crack addict or whore? Possibly both?
  “She loved me in a way I found… acceptable,” he adds with a shrug.
  What the hell does that mean?
  “Acceptable?” I whisper.
  “Yes.” He stares intently at me. “She distracted me from the destructive path I found myself following. It’s very hard to grow up in a perfect family when you’re not perfect.”
  Oh no. My mouth dries as I digest his words. He gazes as me, his expression unfathomable. He’s not going to tell me any more. How frustrating. Inside, I’m reeling – he sounds so full of self-loathing. And Mrs. Robinson loved him. Holy shit… does she still? I feel like I’ve been kicked in the stomach.
  “Does she still love you?”
  “I don’t think so, not like that.” He frowns as if he hasn’t thought about the idea. “I keep telling you it was a long time ago. It’s in the past. I couldn’t change it even if I wanted to, which I don’t. She saved me from myself.” He’s exasperated and runs a wet hand through his hair. “I’ve never discussed this with anyone.” He pauses, “Except Dr. Flynn, of course. And the only reason I’m talking about this now, to you, is because I want you to trust me.”
  “I do trust you, but I do want to know you better, and whenever I try to talk to you, you distract me. There’s so much I want to know.”
  “Oh for pity’s sake, Anastasia. What do you want to know? What do I have to do?” His eyes blaze, and though he doesn’t raise his voice, I know he’s trying to rein in his temper.
  I glance quickly down at my hands, clear beneath the water as the bubbles have started to disperse.
  “I’m just trying to understand, you’re such an enigma. Unlike anyone I’ve met before. I’m glad you’re telling me what I want to know.”
  Jeez – maybe it’s the Cosmopolitans making me brave, but suddenly I cannot bear the distance between us. I move through the water to his side and lean against him so we’re touching, skin to skin. He tenses and eyes me warily, as if I might bite. Well, that’s a turnaround. My inner goddess gazes at him in quiet, surprised speculation.
  “Please don’t be angry with me,” I whisper.
  “I am not angry with you, Anastasia. I’m just not used to this kind of talking – this probing. I only have this with Dr. Flynn and with–” He stops and frowns.
  “With her. Mrs. Robinson. You talk to her?” I prompt, trying to rein in my own temper.
  “Yes, I do.”
  “What about?”
  He shifts in the bath so that he’s facing me, causing the water to lap over the sides onto the floor. He places his arm around my shoulders, resting on the ledge of the bath.
  “Persistent aren’t you?” he murmurs, a trace of irritation in his voice. “Life, the universe – business. Anastasia, Mrs. R and I go way back. We can discuss anything.”
  “Me?” I whisper.
  “Yes.” Gray eyes watch me carefully.
  I bite my bottom lip, trying to curb the sudden rush of anger that surfaces.
  “Why do you talk about me?” I endeavor not to sound whiney and petulant, but I don’t succeed. I know I should stop. I am pushing him too hard. My subconscious has her Edvard Munch face on again.
  “I’ve never met anyone like you, Anastasia.”
  “What does that mean? Anyone who just didn’t automatically sign your paperwork, no questions asked?”
  He shakes his head.
  “I need advice.”
  “And you take advice from Mrs. Paedo?” I snap. The hold on my temper is more tentative than I thought.
  “Anastasia – enough,” he snaps back sternly, his eyes narrowing.
  I’m skating on thin ice, and I’m heading into danger. “Or I’ll put you across my knee. I have no sexual or romantic interest in her whatsoever. She’s a dear, valued friend and a business partner. That’s all. We have a past, a shared history, which was monumentally beneficial for me, though it fucked up her marriage – but that side of our relationship is over.”
  Jeez – another part I just can’t understand. She was married as well. How did they get away with it for so long?
  “And your parents never found out?”
  “No,” he growls. “I’ve told you this.”
  And I know that’s it. I cannot ask him any further questions about her because he will lose it with me.
  “Are you done?” he snaps.
  “For now.”
  He takes a deep breath and visibly relaxes in front of me, like a great weight is lifted from his shoulders or something.
  “Right – my turn,” he mutters, and his glare turns steely, speculative. “You haven’t responded to my email.”
  I flush. Oh, I hate the spotlight on me, and it seems he’s going to get angry every time we have a discussion. I shake my head. Perhaps that’s how he feels about my questions, he’s not used to being challenged. The thought is revelatory, distracting, and unnerving.
  “I was going to respond. But now you’re here.”
  “You’d rather I wasn’t?” he breathes, his expression impassive again.
  “No, I’m pleased,” I murmur.
  “Good.” He gives me a genuine, relieved smile. “I’m pleased I’m here too – in spite of your interrogation. So, while it’s acceptable to grill me, you think you can claim some kind of diplomatic immunity just because I’ve flown all this way to see you? I’m not buying it, Miss Steele. I want to know how you feel.”

  Oh no…
  “I told you. I am pleased you’re here. Thank you for coming all this way,” I say feebly.
  “It’s my pleasure, Miss Steele.” His eyes shine as he leans down and kisses me gently. I feel myself responding automatically. The water is still warm, the bathroom still steamy. He stops and pulls back, gazing down at me.
  “No. I think I want some answers first before we do any more.”
  More? There’s that word again. And he wants answers… answers to what? I don’t have a secret past – I don’t have a harrowing childhood. What could he possibly want to know about me that he doesn’t already know?
  I sigh, resigned.
  “What do you want to know?”
  “Well, how you feel about our would-be arrangement, for starters.”
  I blink at him. Truth or dare time – my subconscious and inner goddess glance nervously at one another. Hell, let’s go for truth.
  “I don’t think I can do it for an extended period of time. A whole weekend being someone I’m not.” I flush and stare at my hands.
  He tips my chin up, and he’s smirking at me, amused.
  “No, I don’t think you could either.”
  And part of me feels slightly affronted and challenged.
  “Are you laughing at me?”
  “Yes, but in a good way,” he says with a small smile.
  He leans down and kisses me softly, briefly.
  “You’re not a great submissive,” he breathes as he holds my chin, his eyes dancing with humor.
  I stare at him shocked, then I burst out laughing – and he joins me.
  “Maybe I don’t have a good teacher.”
  He snorts.
  “Maybe. Perhaps I should be stricter with you.” He cocks his head to one side and gives me an artful smile.
  I swallow. Jeez, no. But at the same time, my muscles clench deliciously deep inside. It is his way of showing that he cares. Perhaps the only way he can show he cares – I realize that. He’s staring at me, gauging my reaction.
  “Was it that bad when I spanked you the first time?”
  I gaze back at him, blinking. Was it that bad? I remember feeling confused by my reaction. It hurt, but not that much in retrospect. He’s said over and over again it’s more in my head. And the second time… Well, that was good… hot.
  “No, not really,” I whisper.
  “It’s more the idea of it?” he prompts.
  “I suppose. Feeling pleasure, when one isn’t supposed to.”
  “I remember feeling the same. Takes a while to get your head around it.”
  Holy hell. This was when he was a kid.
  “You can always safe-word, Anastasia. Don’t forget that. And, as long as you follow the rules, which fulfill a deep need in me for control and to keep you safe, then perhaps we can find a way forward.”
  “Why do you need to control me?”
  “Because it satisfies a need in me that wasn’t met in my formative years.”
  “So it’s a form of therapy?”
  “I’ve not thought of it like that, but yes, I suppose it is.”
  This I can understand. This will help.
  “But, here’s the thing – one moment you say don’t defy me, the next you say you like to be challenged. That’s a very fine line to tread successfully.”
  He gazes at me for a moment, then frowns.
  “I can see that. But you seem to be doing fine so far.”
  “But at what personal cost? I’m tied up in knots here.”
  “I like you tied up in knots,” he smirks.
  “That’s not what I meant!” I splash him in exasperation.
  He gazes down at me, arching an eyebrow.
  “Did you just splash me?”
  “Yes.” Holy shit… that look.
  “Oh, Miss Steele.” He grabs me and pulls me onto his lap, sloshing water all over the floor. “I think we’ve done enough talking for now.”
  He clasps his hands on either side of my head and kisses me. Deeply. Possessing my mouth. Angling my head… controlling me. I moan against his lips. This is what he likes. This is what he’s so good at. Everything ignites inside me and my fingers are in his hair, holding him to me, and I’m kissing him back and saying I want you too the only way I know how. He groans, shifting me so I’m astride him, kneeling over him, his erection beneath me. He pulls back and looks at me, his eyes hooded, glowing and lustful. I drop my hands to grab on to the edge of the bath but he grips both my wrists and pulls my hands behind my back, holding them together in one hand.
  “I’m going to have you now,” he whispers and lifts me so that I’m hovering over him. “Ready?” he breathes.
  “Yes,” I whisper, and he eases me on to him, slowly, exquisitely slowly… filling me… watching me as he takes me.
  I groan, closing my eyes, and I revel in the sensation, the stretching fullness. He flexes his hips, and I gasp, leaning forward, resting my forehead against his.
  “Please let my hands go,” I whisper.
  “Don’t touch me,” he pleads, and releasing my wrists, he grabs my hips.
  Clasping the bath ledge, I move up and then down slowly, opening my eyes to gaze at him. He’s watching me. His mouth open slightly, his breathing halted, stilted – his tongue between his teeth. He looks so… hot. We’re wet and slippery and moving against each other. I lean down and kiss him. He closes his eyes. Tentatively, I bring my hands up to his head and run my fingers through his hair, not taking my lips from his mouth. This is allowed. He likes this. I like this. And we move together. I tug his hair, tipping his head back and deepen the kiss, riding him – faster, picking up the rhythm. I moan against his mouth. He starts to lift me faster, faster… holding my hips. Kissing me back. We are wet mouths and tongues, tangled hair, and moving hips. All sensation… all consuming again. I am close… I am starting to recognize this delicious tightening… quickening. And the water… it’s swirling around us, our own whirlpool, a stirring vortex as our movements become more frantic… sloshing everywhere, mirroring what’s happening inside me… and I just don’t care.
  I love this man. I love his passion, the effect I have on him. I love that he’s flown so far to see me. I love that he cares about me… he cares. It’s so unexpected, so fulfilling. He is mine, and I am his.
  “That’s right, baby,” he breathes.
  And I come, my orgasm ripping through me, a turbulent, passionate, apogee that devours me whole. And suddenly Christian crushes me to him… his arms wrapped around my back as he finds his release.
  “Ana, baby!” he cries, and it’s a wild invocation, stirring and touching the depths of my soul.
  We lie staring at each other, gray eyes into blue, face to face, in the super king bed, both hugging our pillows on our fronts. Naked. Not touching. Just looking and admiring, covered by the sheet.
  “Do you want to sleep?” Christian asks, his voice soft. He is beautiful; the mix of colors in his hair vivid against the white Egyptian cotton pillowcase, gray eyes, smoldering, expressive. He looks concerned.
  “No. I’m not tired.” I feel strangely energized. It’s been so good to talk – I don’t want to stop.
  “What do you want to do?” he asks.
  “Talk.”
  He smiles.
  “About what?”
  “Stuff.”
  “What stuff?”
  “You.”
  “What about me?”
  “What’s your favorite film?”
  He grins.
  “Today, it’s ‘The Piano’.”
  His grin is infectious.
  “Of course. Silly me. Such a sad, exciting score, which no doubt you can play? So many accomplishments, Mr. Grey.”
  “And the greatest one is you, Miss Steele.”
  “So I am number seventeen.”
  He frowns at me not comprehending.
  “Seventeen?”
  “Number of women you’ve um… had sex with.”
  His lips quirk up, his eyes shining with incredulity.
  “Not exactly.”
  “You said fifteen,” My confusion is obvious.
  “I was referring to the number of women in my playroom. I thought that’s what you meant. You didn’t ask me how many women I’d had sex with.”
  “Oh.” Holy shit… there’s more… How? I gape at him. “Vanilla?”
  “No. You are my one vanilla conquest,” he shakes his head, still grinning at me.
  Why does he find this funny? And why am I grinning back at him like an idiot?
  “I can’t give you a number. I didn’t put notches in the bedpost or anything.”
  “What are we talking – tens, hundreds… thousands?” My eyes grow wilder as the numbers get larger.
  “Tens. We’re in the tens, for pity’s sake.”
  “All submissives?”
  “Yes.”
  “Stop grinning at me,” I scold him mildly, trying and failing to keep a straight face.
  “I can’t. You’re funny.”
  “Funny peculiar or funny ha ha?”
  “A bit of both I think.” His words mirror mine.
  “That’s a damned cheek, coming from you.”
  He leans across and kisses the tip of my nose.
  “This will shock you, Anastasia. Ready?”
  I nod, wide-eyed, still with the stupid grin on my face.
  “All submissives in training, when I was training. There are places in and around Seattle that one can go and practice. Learn to do what I do,” he says.
  What?
  “Oh.” I blink at him.
  “Yep, I’ve paid for sex, Anastasia.”
  “That’s nothing to be proud of,” I mutter haughtily. “And you’re right… I am deeply shocked. And cross that I can’t shock you.”
  “You wore my underwear.”
  “Did that shock you?”
  “Yes.” My inner goddess pole-vaults over the fifteen-foot bar.
  “You didn’t wear your panties to meet my parents.”
  “Did that shock you?”
  “Yes.”
  Jeez, the bar’s moved to sixteen feet.
  “It seems I can only shock you in the underwear department.”
  “You told me you were a virgin. That’s the biggest shock I’ve ever had.”
  “Yes, your face was a picture, a Kodak moment.” I giggle.
  “You let me work you over with a riding crop.”
  “Did that shock you?”
  “Yep.”
  I grin.
  “Well, I may let you do it again.”
  “Oh, I do hope so, Miss Steele. This weekend?”
  “Okay,” I agree, shyly.
  “Okay?”
  “Yes. I’ll go to the Red Room of Pain again.”
  “You say my name.”
  “That shocks you?”
  “The fact that I like it shocks me.”
  “Christian.”
  He grins.
  “I want to do something tomorrow.” His eyes glow with excitement.
  “What?”
  “A surprise. For you.” His voice is low and soft.
  I raise an eyebrow and stifle a yawn at the same time.
  “Am I boring you, Miss Steele?” His tone is sardonic.
  “Never.”
  He leans across and kisses me gently on my lips.
  “Sleep,” he commands, then switches off the light.
  And in this quiet moment, as I close my eyes, spent and sated, I think I’m in the eye of the storm. And in spite of all he’s said, and what he hasn’t said, I don’t think I have ever been so happy.
  Christian stands in a steel-barred cage. Wearing his soft, ripped jeans, his chest and feet are mouthwateringly naked, and he’s staring at me. His private-joke smile etched on his beautiful face and his eyes a molten gray. In his hands he holds a bowl of strawberries. He ambles with athletic grace to the front of the cage, gazing intently at me. Holding up a plump ripe strawberry, he extends his hand through the bars.
  “Eat,” he says, his tongue caressing the front of his palate as he enunciates the ‘t’.
  I try and move toward him, but I’m tethered, held back by some unseen force around my wrist, holding me. Let me go.
  “Come, eat,” he says, smiling his delicious crooked smile.
  I pull and pull… let me go! I want to scream and shout, but no sound emerges. I am mute. He stretches a little further, and the strawberry is at my lips.
  “Eat, Anastasia.” His mouth forms my name, lingering sensually on each syllable.
  I open my mouth and bite, the cage disappears, and my hands are free. I reach up to touch him, graze my fingers through his chest hair.
  “Anastasia.”
  No. I moan.
  “Come on, baby.”
  No. I want to touch you.
  “Wake up.”
  No. Please. My eyes flicker unwillingly open for a split second. I’m in bed and someone is nuzzling my ear.
  “Wake up, baby,” he whispers, and the effect of his sweet voice spreads like warm melted caramel through my veins.
  It’s Christian. Jeez, it’s still dark, and the images of him from my dream persists, disconcerting and tantalizing in my head.
  “Oh… no,” I groan. I want back at his chest, back to my dream. Why is he waking me? It’s the middle of the night, or so it feels. Holy shit. Does he want sex – now?
  “Time to get up, baby. I’m going to switch on the sidelight.” His voice is quiet.
  “No,” I groan.
  “I want to chase the dawn with you,” he says, kissing my face, my eyelids, the tip of my nose, my mouth, and I open my eyes. The sidelight is on. “Good morning, beautiful,” he murmurs.
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摘要:——和希梅内斯的《小银和我》严文井许多年以前,在西班牙某一个小乡村里,有一头小毛驴,名叫小银。它像个小男孩,天真、好奇而又调皮。它喜欢美,甚至还会唱几支简短的咏叹调。它有自己的语言,足以充分表达它的喜悦、欢乐、沮丧或者失望。有一天,它悄悄咽了气。世界上从此缺少了它的声音,好像它从来就没有出生过一样。这件事说起来真有些叫人忧伤,因此西班牙诗人希梅内斯为它写了一百多首诗。每首都在哭泣,每首又都在微笑。 [点击阅读]
少女的港湾
作者:佚名
章节:10 人气:0
摘要:这是在盛大的入学典礼结束后不久的某一天。学生们从四面八方的走廊上涌向钟声响彻的校园里。奔跑着嬉戏作乐的声音;在樱花树下的长凳上阅读某本小书的人;玩着捉迷藏游戏的快活人群;漫无目的地并肩散步的人们。新入校的一年级学生们热热闹闹地从下面的运动场走了上来。看样子是刚上完了体操课,她们全都脱掉了外衣,小脸蛋儿红通通的。高年级学生们俨然一副遴选美丽花朵的眼神,埋伏在树木的浓荫下,或是走廊的转弯处。 [点击阅读]
尼罗河上的惨案
作者:佚名
章节:47 人气:0
摘要:第一章(1)“林内特·里奇维!”“就是她!”伯纳比先生说。这位先生是“三王冠”旅馆的老板。他用手肘推推他的同伴。这两个人乡巴佬似的睁大眼睛盯着,嘴巴微微张开。一辆深红色的劳斯莱斯停在邮局门口。一个女孩跳下汽车,她没戴帽子,穿一件看起来很普通(只是看起来)的上衣。 [点击阅读]
尼罗河谋杀案
作者:佚名
章节:42 人气:0
摘要:01“林娜·黎吉薇”“这就是她!”三冠地主波纳比先生说道。他以肘轻轻触了同伴一下。两人同时睁大圆眼,微张嘴唇,看着眼前的景象。一辆巨型的猩红色罗斯·罗伊司恰恰停在当地邮局的正门口。车里跳出一位少女,她没有戴帽,身着一件式样简单大方的罩袍;发色金黄,个性坦率而专断;是美而敦—下渥德地区罕见的俏丽女郎。迈着快捷而令人生畏的步伐,她走进邮局。“这就是她!”波纳比先生又说了一遍。 [点击阅读]
巴斯克维尔的猎犬
作者:佚名
章节:15 人气:0
摘要:歇洛克·福尔摩斯先生坐在桌旁早餐,他除了时常彻夜不眠之外,早晨总是起得很晚的。我站在壁炉前的小地毯上,拿起了昨晚那位客人遗忘的手杖。这是一根很精致而又沉重的手杖,顶端有个疙疸;这种木料产于槟榔屿,名叫槟榔子木。紧挨顶端的下面是一圈很宽的银箍,宽度约有一英寸。上刻“送给皇家外科医学院学士杰姆士·摩梯末,C.C.H.的朋友们赠”,还刻有“一八八四年”。 [点击阅读]