51(y)(7)
用你喜欢的方式阅读你喜欢的小说
双城记英文版 - Part 2 Chapter XXIII. ONE NIGHT
繁体
恢复默认
返回目录【键盘操作】左右光标键:上下章节;回车键:目录;双击鼠标:停止/启动自动滚动;滚动时上下光标键调节滚动速度。
  Never did the sun go down with a brighter glory on the quiet corner in Soho, than one memorable evening when the Doctor and his daughter sat under the plane-tree together. Never did the moon rise with a milder radiance over great London, than on that night when it found them still seated under the tree, and shone upon their faces through its leaves.Lucie was to be married tomorrow. She had reserved this last evening for her father, and they sat alone under the plane-tree.“You are happy, my dear father?”“Quite, my child.”They had said little, though they had been there a long time. When it was yet light enough to work and read, she had neither engaged herself in her usual work, nor had she read to him. She had employed herself in both ways, at his side under the tree, many and many a time; but, this time was not quite like any other, and nothing could make it so.“And I am very happy tonight, dear father. I am deeply happy in the love that Heaven has so blessed—my love for Charles, and Charles’s love for me. But, if my life were not to be still consecrated to you, or if my marriage were so arranged as that it would part us, even by the length of a few of these streets, I should be more unhappy and self-reproachful now than I can tell you. Even as it is—” Even as it was, she could not command her voice.In the sad moonlight, she clasped him by the neck, and laid her face upon his breast. In the moonlight which is always sad, as the light of the sun itself is—as the light called human life is—at its coming and its going.“Dearest dear! Can you tell me, this last time, that you feel quite, quite sure, no new affections of mine, and no new duties of mine, will ever interpose between us? I know it well, but do you know it? In your own heart, do you feel quite certain?”Her father answered, with a cheerful firmness of conviction he could scarcely have assumed, “Quite sure, my darling! More than that,” he added, as he tenderly kissed her: “my future is far brighter, Lucie, seen through your marriage, than it could have been—nay, than it ever was—without it.”“If I could hope that, my father!—”“Believe it, love! Indeed it is so. Consider how natural and how plain it is, my dear, that it should be so. You, devoted and young, cannot fully appreciate the anxiety I have felt that your life should not be wasted—” She moved her hand towards his lips, but he took it in his, and repeated the word.“—wasted, my child—should not be wasted, struck aside from the natural order of things—for my sake. Your unselfishness cannot entirely comprehend how much my mind has gone on this; but, only ask yourself, how could my happiness be perfect, while yours was incomplete?”“If I had never seen Charles, my father, I should have been quite happy with you.”He smiled at her unconscious admission that she would have been unhappy without Charles, having seen him; and replied:“My child, you did see him, and it is Charles. If it had not been Charles, it would have been another. Or, if it had been no other, I should have been the cause, and then the dark part of my life would have cast its shadow beyond myself, and would have fallen on you.”It was the first time, except at the trial, of her ever hearing him refer to the period of his suffering. It gave her a strange and new sensation while his words were in her ears; and she remembered it long afterwards.“See!” said the Doctor of Beauvais, raising his hand towards the moon. “I have looked at her, from my prison-window, when I could not bear her light. I have looked at her when it has been such torture to me to think of her shining upon what I had lost, that I have beaten my head against my prison-walls. I have looked at her, in a state so dull and lethargic, that I have thought of nothing but the number of horizontal lines I could draw across her at the full, and the number of perpendicular lines with which I could intersect them.” He added in his inward and pondering manner, as he looked at the moon, “It was twenty either way, I remember, and the twentieth was difficult to squeeze in.”The strange thrill with which she heard him go back to that time, deepened as he dwelt upon it; but, there was nothing to shock her in the manner of his reference. He only seemed to contrast his present cheerfulness and felicity with the dire endurance that was over.“I have looked at her, speculating thousands of times upon the unborn child from whom I had been rent. Whether it was alive. Whether it had been born alive, or the poor mother’s shock had killed it. Whether it was a son who would some day avenge his father. (There was a time in my imprisonment, when my desire for vengeance was unbearable.) Whether it was a son who would never know his father’s story; who might even live to weigh the possibility of his father’s having disappeared of his own will and act. Whether it was a daughter who would grow to be a woman.”She drew closer to him, and kissed his cheek and his hand.“I have pictured my daughter, to myself, as perfectly forgetful of me—rather, altogether ignorant of me, and unconscious of me. I have cast up the years of her age, year after year. I have seen her married to a man who knew nothing of my fate. I have altogether perished from the remembrance of the living, and in the next generation my place was a blank.”“My father! Even to hear that you had such thoughts of a daughter who never existed, strikes to my heart as if I had been that child.”“You, Lucie? It is out of the consolation and restoration you have brought to me, that these remembrances arise, and pass between us and the moon on this last night.—What did I say just now?”“She knew nothing of you. She cared nothing for you.”“So! But on other moonlight nights, when the sadness and the silence have touched me in a different way—have affected me with something as like a sorrowful sense of peace, as any emotion that had pain for its foundations could—I have imagined her as coming to me in my cell, and leading me out into the freedom beyond the fortress. I have seen her image in the moonlight often, as I now see you; except that I never held her in my arms; it stood between the little grated window and the door. But, you understand that that was not the child I am speaking of?”“The figure was not; the—the—image; the fancy?”“No. That was another thing. It stood before my disturbed sense of sight, but it never moved. The phantom that my mind pursued, was another and more real child. Of her outward appearance I know no more than that she was like her mother. The other had that likeness too—as you have—but was not the same. Can you follow me, Lucie? Hardly, I think? I doubt you must have been a solitary prisoner to understand these perplexed distinctions.”His collected and calm manner could not prevent her blood from running cold, as he thus tried to anatomise his old condition.“In that more peaceful state, I have imagined her, in the moonlight, coming to me and taking me out to show me that the home of her married life was full of her loving remembrance of her lost father. My picture was in her room, and I was in her prayers. Her life was active, cheerful, useful; but my poor history pervaded it all.”“I was that child, my father. I was not half so good, but in my love that was I.”“And she showed me her children,” said the Doctor of Beauvais, “and they had heard of me, and had been taught to pity me. When they passed a prison of the State, they kept far from its frowning walls, and looked up at its bars, and spoke in whispers. She could never deliver me; I imagined that she always brought me back after showing me such things. But then, blessed with the relief of tears, I fell upon my knees and blessed her.”“I am that child, I hope, my father. O my dear, my dear, will you bless me as fervently tomorrow?”“Lucie, I recall these old troubles in the reason that I have tonight for loving you better than words can tell, and thanking God for my great happiness. My thoughts, when they were wildest, never rose near the happiness that I have known with you, and that we have before us.”He embraced her, solemnly commended her to Heaven, and humbly thanked Heaven for having bestowed her on him. By-andby, they went into the house.There was no one bidden to the marriage but Mr. Lorry; there was even to be no bridesmaid but the gaunt Miss Pross. The marriage was to make no change in their place of residence; they had been able to extend it, by taking to themselves the upper rooms formerly belonging to the apocryphal invisible lodger, and they desired nothing more.Doctor Manette was very cheerful at the little supper. They were only three at table, and Miss Pross made the third. He regretted that Charles was not there; was more than half disposed to object to the loving little plot that kept him away; and drank to him affectionately.So, the time came for him to bid Lucie good night, and they separated. But, in the stillness of the third hour of the morning, Lucie came downstairs again, and stole into his room; not free from unshaped fears, beforehand.All things, however, were in their places; all was quiet; and he lay asleep, his white hair picturesque on the untroubled pillow, and his hands lying quiet on the coverlet. She put her needless candle in the shadow at a distance, crept up to his bed, and put her lips to his; then, leaned over him, and looked at him.Into his handsome face, the bitter waters of captivity had worn; but, he covered up their tracks with a determination so strong, that he held the mastery of them even in his sleep. A more remarkable face in its quiet, resolute, and guarded struggle with an unseen assailant, was not to be beheld in all the wide dominions of sleep, that night.She timidly laid her hand on his dear breast, and put up a prayer that she might ever be as true to him as her love aspired to be, and as his sorrows deserved. Then, she withdrew her hand, and kissed his lips once more, and went away. So, the sunrise came, and the shadows of the leaves of the plane-tree moved upon his face, as softly as her lips had moved in praying for him.
或许您还会喜欢:
模仿犯
作者:佚名
章节:46 人气:2
摘要:1996年9月12日。直到事情过去很久以后,塚田真一还能从头到尾想起自己那天早上的每一个活动。那时在想些什么,起床时是什么样的心情,在散步常走的小道上看到了什么,和谁擦肩而过,公园的花坛开着什么样的花等等这样的细节仍然历历在目。把所有事情的细节都深深地印在脑子里,这种习惯是他在这一年左右的时间里养成的。每天经历的一个瞬间接一个瞬间,就像拍照片一样详细地留存在记忆中。 [点击阅读]
死亡约会
作者:佚名
章节:31 人气:2
摘要:“怎样,非把她杀掉不行吧?”这句话流进寂静的暗夜,在附近回响片刻,旋即在黑暗中向死海消逝。赫邱里·白罗手搁窗环上,迟疑了一阵。随即双眉紧皱,猛然关起窗子,仿佛要把有害的夜气全部关在外头一样,白罗自幼就相信,外头的空气最好不要让它流进房间,尤其夜晚的空气对身体更是有害。放下窗帘,紧紧挡住窗户,他向床铺走去,微微一笑。 [点击阅读]
死亡草
作者:佚名
章节:13 人气:2
摘要:“不解之谜。”雷蒙德-韦思特吐出一圈烟云,用一种自我欣赏,不紧不慢的腔调重复道:“不解之谜呀。”他很满意地环顾着四周。这房子已经有些年头了,屋顶的房梁已经变黑。房间里陈设着属于那个年代的家具,做工考究。雷蒙德-韦斯特露出了赞许的目光。作为一名作家,他喜欢完美。他在简姑姑的房间里总能找到那种舒适的感觉,因为她把房间布置得很有个性。他一眼望过去,她直直地坐在壁炉边祖父留下来的那把椅子上。 [点击阅读]
沉睡的记忆
作者:佚名
章节:11 人气:2
摘要:既没有月亮也没有星星,可是不知在何处漂浮着微光。整个白色公馆朦胧地浮现在黑暗之中。L字形的公馆中,位于最黑暗处的门微开着。从门缝露出来的光线,像是窥探外面一样。周围是一片寂静的黑暗,冷雨持续地下着,甚至连虫鸣都停止了。关掉公馆内的灯,借着手电筒的微亮,三个男人走了出来。前面的男人手拿铁锹,后面的两个人一前一后地抬着木箱。 [点击阅读]
波洛圣诞探案记
作者:佚名
章节:10 人气:2
摘要:我亲爱的詹姆斯:你一直是我最忠实最宽容的读者之一,正因为这样,当我受到你一点儿批评,我就为此感到极大的不安。你抱怨说我的谋杀事件变得太文雅了,事实上是太贫血了。称渴望一件“血淋淋的暴力谋杀”,一件不容质疑的谋杀案:这就是特别为你而作的故事。我希望它能让你满意。 [点击阅读]
海顿斯坦诗选
作者:佚名
章节:20 人气:2
摘要:海神庙完成了,耸立在玫瑰如绣的花园里,旁边站着建造者,臂膀上,靠着他年轻的妻.她用孩童般的愉悦之声说:“我的杯中溢满了快乐,把我带到纳克萨斯①海滨的人,如今在这里建造了一座光辉的神庙,这是他不朽的故土。”她的丈夫严肃地说:“人死后,他的名字会消失,而神庙,却永远如此屹立。一个有作为的艺术家,在看到自己的精神为人传颂时,他就永远活着,行动着。 [点击阅读]
火花
作者:佚名
章节:5 人气:2
摘要:“你这个白痴!”他老婆说着就把她的牌甩了下去。我急忙扭过头去,避免看见海利·德莱恩的脸;不过为什么我想避免看见那张脸,我可不能告诉你,就更不可能告诉你为什么我竟然会料想到(如果我真的料想到的话)像他这样年纪的一个显要人物会注意到我这样一个完全无足轻重的小青年遇到的事了。 [点击阅读]
烟囱大厦的秘密
作者:佚名
章节:31 人气:2
摘要:“君子-周!”“啊,那木是吉米-麦克格拉吗?”佳色游览团的团员是七位面色抑郁的女士和三位汗流泱背的男士。现在,他们都相当注意地从旁观望。他们的导游凯德先生显然碰到一个老朋友了。他们都非常赞美凯德先生。他那瘦高的个儿,晒得黑黑的面孔和轻松愉快的态度,都很令人欣赏。团员当中若有争论,他总能轻轻地为他们排解,并且能够把他们哄得心平气和。现在,他遇见的这个朋友的确是一个样子很奇特的人。 [点击阅读]
爱弥儿
作者:佚名
章节:47 人气:2
摘要:我们身患一种可以治好的病;我们生来是向善的,如果我们愿意改正,我们就得到自然的帮助。塞涅卡:《忿怒》第十一章第十三节。※※※这本集子中的感想和看法,是没有什么次序的,而且差不多是不连贯的,它开始是为了使一位善于思考的贤良的母亲看了高兴而写的。 [点击阅读]
牙医谋杀案
作者:佚名
章节:10 人气:2
摘要:吃早饭的时候,莫利先生的心情绝称不上极佳。他抱怨熏肉的味道不好,不明白咖啡为什么非要给弄得象泥浆似的,而他对面包的评价是每一片都比上一片更难以下咽。莫利先生个头不高,却有一副给人决断感的颚和好斗感的下巴。他姐姐身材高大,颇有女手榴弹兵的气度,她料理着他的生活。她若有所思地看着弟弟,问他洗澡水是不是又该冷了。莫利先生勉强回答了一声没冷。 [点击阅读]